Optimism,.Attitude or Excuse

I am in a dilemma today ,

How do u feel when ur all alone in room if succomed by these many thoughts,

When you are earning very sufficient to fill ur tummy,yet so lonely no mate to share ur thoughts n feelings surrounded by the mean n creapy worms in so called corporate world,

when u cant be along ur parents who brought u to this beautiful world...rather is it beautiful????and all u could do is hear their voice n look at their images..,

when u know u cant get the one u loved. when u feel badly to speak to ur loved one and cant,

when u couldn't be their for your friend who needed your support,

when ur attacked by the financial crisis stopping u in in every step u take...

when ur in nascent stages of building your career,and confused to find a safer path to reach ascents of your dreams,

when ur surrounded by bunch of creepy beings self centered and try drain your blood out to serve their need...

Is this life worth living? is it worth fighting for??

Doesn't all this horrify ???

But somewhere the inner voice says i'm lucky 

i got time to be all alone to introspect and understand myself , with in the creepy corporate culture to feel what is bad n good..

maybe i'm blessed to earn enough to earn my bread.maybe i'm lucky that i have got enough time to think of parents and call them,reach out to them...

maybe getting loved one doesnot just mean to be along together always ,it could be just wen u could feel the beauty of soul,wen u could feel the air of concern,care and love ...

maybe its a chance your friend gets to build endurance in him and face the wrath of reality...

maybe its just to make u realise things can be worked other way round without money though its ten times tougher but more enjoyable  ..

maybe to build a career there is no smooth and carved way ....it could be just like a sculpture more the hittings better the sclpture..

maybe only experiences with creepy and witty beings around gives u a picture of what is right and wrong ..maybe u realise ur potential and can get the best use of it when others try to exploit ur skills......!

Is my inner voice correct ...Is this what called Optimism ...Attitude...or is it just an Excuse to all the unsolved mysteries ....

LlFE -------DESTINY or GAME

Life ,very short sweet small word, yet has everything in it.Questions that can never be answered and Answers that can never be questioned back all are just brought out of this small word LIFE.

what describes life better is it Destiny or Act of Game.....

I guess destiny ,cos Watever u do to make things work,give ur best shot towards ur deeds it never get the colour of reality n sense of liveliness till the almighty luck favours ur deeds and ,or is it just an excuze u give to ur failure rather than accepting your defeat,an loose explanation given to your sucess??????  Tough to answer isn't it??

This makes me feel to land up with my other option to state life better in terms of Game

As life is just like a Soccer gameWhere ur the Goal key ,where no one cares how many goals u have saved all that matters is how many u missed.....Rather is life that hard to go on, aren't there many miracles that happen where u see the ball u missed comes back to your hands.......Is it the beauty of life...??? 

If so neither Destiny nor Game describes life better ....!

Life ...an unsolved mystery has its own ups and downs,its own rigged up strategy to give a different essence ,colour and individuality to each being ...Life an exquisite term of English,an Distinct creation of Nature....Takes lot more to define LIFE.